The Fucking Holidays

Hi all squid here

yeah no... you know starts with a b....

im more pissed than anything else right now

ok you all know i work swing shift at a power plant
and you proboly know i am working the 23,24,25,26 of december and i am wokring newyears eve and day as well

so yeah i know it sucks and yeah i know its sad and yeah i know i worked it last year too

right now it does not bother me at all! really im ok with it
i will be home alone
or the roomie will be there thats fine
wokring nights, so im going to sleep the day away

what pisses me off is i got a card in the mail today from grandma
and it said
"hope you get to make christmas this year, because you missed it last year"

THANKS GRANDMA, love that gilt trip, and hay, yeah right now, um... i dont want to spend it with all of the "loved ones" who have no time to come visit me, and remeber stuff like my birthday and what i do with my life.

also my parents thought it would be a great idea to come up after spending christmass down with the loved ones, to come up to my place and spend christmas with me at my house

IM WORKING FUCKEN NIGHTS!!!!
when i come home i want to sleep
when i come home i dont want to find people there that want to ask how my day went
how work was
and when i want to open gifts

i just spent 12 hours working on my feet
i want a shower
i want a bed with a cat in it
i want 11 hours of sleep so i can do it again the next night

i dont want to go to breakfast
i dont want questions
i dont want noise when im trying to sleep
i dont want any surprises

I dont decorate at christmas or anyother holiday except for hollween because i cant get into the sprit because i will get depressed about it

so let me enjoy bing screwege!
and just let me be i ask of you all
i dont want pitty
i dont want people
and i really dont want to be bothered

all i want is to be left alone...

and hearing my mother and grandmother cry about it makes me more pissed cus i dont feel bad for them. Truly i use the holidays as an excuse to get drunk, and yes i like it. the more vodka the better i say, and this is the second year i cant do it!

Im single
I live with a cat
5 bikes
scuba gear
and a roomate

SQUID IS FUCKEN OUT TILL JANUARY